VALERIE

HOW?!

2009-07-31T13:43:00.002+08:00

How? I feel like switching to livejournal!
My current blog is like having moodswing; good and bad.Although I just come online in the weekends, it still fail to make me happy-.- It kept on like doesn't show the new post that I've posted-.- AHH! Should I switch? Hais. Give me some idea please. Is either Saturday or Sunday that I would determine whether should I change. Give me some idea, please-.-

Anyway, I never know that playing the ipod touch could be so fun. WeiCheng &I were like playing either Tap of War, Tap Tap or smack it during lesson time. Oops, I know it's bad, but we only played like during break time or like going through homework. :D Playing Tap of war, we two can laugh like nobody business. Heh heh. But we still listen to lesson okayys! :D

Well,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

WILSON SOH! :D
grandpa! happy 16th! heh heh.
finally, haha. I'm not longer older than you :D
goodluck in everything that you &jiayou for O's! :D
let's hang out soon(:

could you tell me whether I should switch? I would like to hear your opinion.

93days left.

2009-07-25T16:16:00.003+08:00

Seems like readers are getting lesser &lesser everyday. LOL.
Since i have nothing to write about. LOL.

Anyway, went to visit grandma in the hospital today.
Hope she can be discharged soon(:

93days left to first paper of O's. -.-
Hais.....
Jiayou loh! :D

P.S : Anyone saw 黄鸿升's mini album "不屑", tell me please.
I wanna buy.
Thankyou! :D

Fate

2009-07-17T20:23:00.003+08:00

Studies were everything that fill this week up. It's like only today is the so-called fun day. Celebrated WenHui's birthday early today &took lots of pictures in the toilet. LOL. I always love hanging out with them(:
Planned to watch 'Harry Potter &the Half Blood Prince', in the end, 23 people went including me &a teacher-.- &all of them are 4e1 people. LOL. But no matter what, movie is the important one. Haha, even though the ending wasn't that satisfying, nevertheless the movie was enjoyable. Heh :D
I'm willing to watch another time if i got the money. Heh :D
Draco Malfoy looks handsome in that suit even though he's the bad guy, LOL-.-

101days to 'O' EL paper.
OMG!

一切隨緣...

感觸..

2009-07-10T20:06:00.004+08:00

I sudden have the urge of using chinese to blog, so i'm sorry to some readers (if there's any-.-)

今天看了小鬼和黃國倫主持的 "得獎的事",多多少少都有一點感觸. (應該是話題的關係)
雖然節目的題材多半是和愛情有關,但是卻看起來不這麼乏味和平凡
(也許只有我覺得是這樣吧, 也或許是因為是小鬼主持的吧♥ ).

聽了許多作家的故事後,就覺得:

"對阿!我幹嘛這麼犯賤. 為什麼要去承擔別人所犯下的錯,然後讓自己如此痛苦? 為什麼要無聊到去折磨自己,折磨他人? "

再來是看了Chinco 的無名( http://www.wretch.cc/blog/Chinco5477 ),
然後看了她那篇敘說她和前男友的事情過後,更加慶幸當初沒有他們之間那麼複雜的問題.
又看到Chinco 在節目上掉了眼淚, 因為她認為說為什麼她受傷,身旁的親朋好友也要跟著一起難過
(我贊成,但是我卻沒有做正確的.)?

唉, 算了吧! 讓時間沖淡一切(雖然已經很久了). 我沒有那個能力去推翻這一切.
還是把所有心思方再年底最最最最最重大, 考起來要人命的考試吧.
加油, 加油, 加油!!!!!!!

報告完畢. (本想上載照片,但是這該死的博客不答應-.-)
先走嘍, 掰掰 :D

过去式...

2009-07-03T14:26:00.003+08:00

Wow, so many stuffs had happened during this one week-.- One of our classmates was diagnosed with TB &the rest of the classmates had to do the test to check whether we have the possibility of getting TB on Tuesday. Had injection. It wasn't that pain until when the needle was out of your body &the skin like hurting-.- But hope that he will recover soon &join us in class(: Get well soon! (:

Well, the next two days were normal lessons &home. Today, FT changed the class's seating arrangement. Was seated next to a maths expert. LOL. Lucky my partner is someone that I can talk with, if not I will be very miserable. LOL. Anyway, speech day tomorrow. Spending like the whole afternoon in the hall, rotting-.-

Bye.

is it really that once something is over, everything including friends are also over?

不屑

2009-06-28T15:30:00.002+08:00

School reopening tomorrow.
What should I do?
I hated the days when school just reopened.
I can't adapt, i don't know why-.-

Bye.

2009-06-21T17:38:00.000+08:00

Happy Fathers' Day!

I love you, dad! :D

Sick.

2009-06-20T11:26:00.003+08:00

*ah-choo*
just to say hi :D

happy fifth(:

虚伪.

2009-06-12T12:12:00.003+08:00

They are all lies.
They aren't true.
Whatever words that came out from your mouth.
they are all LIES.

虛偽的你,根本不能相信...

That's why I said clowns are irritating &ugly. They aren't fun or cute at all. They are scary &irritating with that big red nose on their face.

2009-05-29T15:38:00.007+08:00

Sad, not because it's june holidays, with all the extended studies, but because of IT.

Bloody monday is nice.
Should watch if you are free.
You will recognise the guy if you watched 'Sky of love' before.
♥

won't update till i have the urge to.
Bye.

The last SYF showcase.

2009-05-27T19:29:00.003+08:00

Had last performance today, for the graduating members.
The SYF showcase.
See how time flies? It's like 4 years in band, &gone now-.-
Haiz. (but why am i feeling so sad? -.-)

The last SYF showcase, in band, gone in just a few minutes.

Bye.

2009-05-25T18:15:00.002+08:00

最近, 突然間發現自己不只變得很可惡,
而且也越來越固執了....

Apologise.

2009-05-22T20:10:00.005+08:00

Don't apologise for the sake of apologising.
You apologise because you are in the wrong position.
Just apologise SINCERELY when you come upon this msg or the msg in facebook,
apologise to me , FACE TO FACE.

i shall be harsh this time, to make myself better.

Finally...

2009-05-16T10:37:00.002+08:00

Finally, after so long, MYE is over. But it's only MYE. Zzz, there's still prelim &the killing 'O'. I'll shall just endure it(: Well, yesterday was the last day of paper, maths paper 1. Section outing was in the afternoon therefore went home to slack first. Walked to Damai bus stop to wait for them &in the end, only Andrea, Chelsea, SiangYing, QianHui, Leanna, WeiChyi, Azura &Nicholas turned up. Anyway, went to Bedok Reservoir to cut the cake that was being prepared by the juniors to celebrate the belated birthday of Nicholas, WeiChyi &mine. Yup, thanks section[:

Anyway, after cutting the cake, we had no idea where to go &so we went to bus stop to discuss. In the end, we decided to go Pasir Ris &eat. So went to White sands &ate something. Went to comic connections &after awhile, all the juniors went home except Nicholas. So there's only WeiChyi, Azura, Nicholas &me. Wanted to take neoprints but didn't so went to library. Read about the jokes. haha, it's really funny :D Around 5+, we bus-ed home(:
Sadly, no photos taken. But anyway, thanks section for the presents[:

HAPPY really belated BIRTHDAY

EOIN(:
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come back soon kayys? LOL.

有時候會恨你,但想想,恨你對我,有用嗎?看你可以把過去當成是一場夢,就能知道原來你根本沒有把我留在屬與你自己的一個回憶.

BYEBYE(:

Birthdays(:

2009-05-09T11:23:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY

02/05
NICHOLAS LIM♥
happycute15(:

08/05
CANDY TEOW♥♥
happysweet16(:

&today
HAPPY BIRTHDAY

LOUIS SUE
happysweet16(:

Good luck for the remaining papers(:
Bio papers! How to memorise, you tell me?

BYEBYE :D

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2009-05-01T10:57:00.006+08:00

Hey, THANKS for all the wishes &presents! :D

I really really appreciate &love them! :D

Thank You Very Much :D

As you can see, all are EEYORES! ♥♥

From: Jasmine, Keith, LeeYing, PeiLing, RengHong, ShiHui, WeiChyi, WenHui &Wilson!

Cup ♥

The head ♥ {so cute}

Pencil Case ♥

&the card done by them.

{nice huh? Thanks a lot!! :D}

From: Family ♥♥♥

Eeyore ♥

Bolster ♥

Tag ♥

Really thank you guys very very very much :D

I really love them very very very much :D

THANKS FOR ALL THE EEYORES ♥ ; THE WISHES ♥

&of course, the clothes that mummy bought for me ♥

THANK YOU ♥

Loves

2009-04-29T18:09:00.003+08:00

28April2009(:
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY

WEICHYI :D
happysweet16thbirthday(:
Hope you like the present that we gave(:

29April2009(:
Had English Paper 1 &History today. Hahas, english was alright, I guess while history was the one that bothers many people. I studied mostly only Japan &only studied the others today. I was totally scared that Japan will not come out BUT luckily it came out!! Yeah! :D So happy for my SEQ but SBQ was totally horrible. Whatever-.- Went home after that :D
It's tomorrow &i wondered will I get a birthday wish from you....

There's still exam next week, BYE :D

):

2009-04-24T20:33:00.004+08:00

Listening to: 信徒

Got back E-maths test, careless here &there, but I still pass(:
Napha, results not that nice, but I still pass(:
&Chelsea, don't ask me for my results. HAHA :D
Mid year is coming next week. how? hais...

Byebye(:

2009-04-23T20:56:00.001+08:00

The hmt teacher is biased.

Bye.

Separating from you wasn't that difficult(:

2009-04-22T20:44:00.003+08:00

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY to RuiJie on 20th April(:
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Have been going to Tampines 3days in a row. Ahhh~ LOL.
Had e-maths test yesterday and amaths test today,
&going to have bio mock spa skill 3 tomorrow.
Gahhhs~ MYE coming soon too. Still got lots to revise, especially bio...
BYEBYE. :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Terence today(:
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每个人都会变, 但唯独你变得最多...
Why?

x)

2009-04-19T17:19:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

JENNY
happysweet16thbirthday!

&

DESMOND
happysweet16thbirthday!

I have yet to finish my homework-.-
How?
Haix.

一切的一切,都是自己造成的...

爱到底(:

2009-04-18T18:48:00.005+08:00

Went to watch "爱到底" with ShiMin, WeiChyi &PeiLing yesterday night.

In the beginning still can't get the story until it continues. LOL :D

The last story was the best, maybe because got mfbbt7.

HAHA, somemore the director so *#(@, went to close up on those guys,

making them look even more cute. LOL :D

The whole cinema was like 'ohhhh' when it was the close up. HAHA :D

Anyway, finished watching at around 9.

Saw 张耀栋 when we came out of the shopping mall.

Hahas, so we intending to eat but don't know where

so in the end, we went home(: everything has ended when you turned your back against me &i will not think about you...

2more weeks to MYE, how to study bio? 10++ chapters-.-

Good luck people, Bye :D

Photos :DD

2009-04-17T14:18:00.005+08:00

Don't think I will be uploading the presents for the day of cca stand down.

LOL.
But I will be uploading SOME photos about YongLiang's birthday party(:

His birthday card that trumpetors did for him.

Him, blowing the candle-.-

His best buddies(:

Trumpet section ♥

Trumpetors ♥

Trumpet section ♥

That's the end, I'm gonna ask YongLiang to send me some photos :D

Shall blog next time, Bye :D

(:

2009-04-15T21:38:00.004+08:00

O.o as you can see, it's quite a long time since i update, cos my com spoil-.-
well, should be the internet that is the one. well. i tried to update as short as i can-.-

6th april- went to the band store after school. Played some songs &stayed in the bandstore because of the instruments that Guzheng borrowed. Then only left Omairah, Me, Justin, Terence &Keith. Talked till Guzheng returned the instruments. LOL. Weiyi went off earlier because she was dragged by ms poh for the du shu hui. Home after that.

7th april- stand down from cca &was the promotion day. Renghong's &Sakinah's birthday too. Hmm, after hmt went back school &got presents from them. THANKS :D

9th april- talked to the new batch of QMs &went home.

10th april- no school due to Good Friday. Went to meet them at Damai bus stop &bus-ed to Elissa's house. Did the card &bus-ed down to Aranda. Waited for Muen &Azura at the bus stop &asked Rizal to bring us in. Went in &Yong Liang was nowhere to be found. So sat around, later ate the food &went around to walk walk. Went back to the room at 9+ &cut the cake etc. Saw quite a lot of band members. Gave the presents, took photos &went home. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YONGLIANG.

14th april- after school went to pasar malam with Weichyi, Peiling, Jasmine &Wenhui. After that we went to wenhui's house &then bus-ed down for hmt. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HWEECHIEH.

Today- School ended &went straight home. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARON.

pictures &others, next time. Bye :D

Sports day.

2009-04-02T20:06:00.004+08:00

Was supposed to meet up to eat breakfast at KFC, but in the end, all were late except Weichyi. She was the one who reached first. So Roxane, Dearie, WeiChyi &I went mac to buy breakfast &walked to Tampines Stadium. As usual, sports day for Damai sec is boring~ Stayed there till 12+ &was deciding where to go next. So in the end, we decided to watch movie &we watched 'Confessions Of A Shopaholic' with 11people.
PeiLing, WeiChyi, Jasmine, WenHui, KeaHoa, Wilson, PeiWei, LeeYing, SaeYeoh, ShiHui &me. LOL, a lot right? Ya, i guess that's was the first time I watched a movie with so many people. But anyway, the movie was nice &went for HMT after that-.-

Sports day is boring~
&congrats achievers for getting first in cheerleading;strivers for getting the overall champion.

you have never ever say sorry to me, directly.
you only told me thru computer, thru sms.
i'm still waiting for a truthful sorry.

It's over.

2009-03-31T20:23:00.006+08:00

We got a silver.

Thanks to everybody that had helped the band.
We may not get the award that we wanted, but at least we got a silver, eventhoughicriedlikehell-.-
No matter what, really thanks a lot, especially Mr Wong, conductor of damaiwindz(:

I shall write those stuffs after I step down from band(:
hahahahhahahha.
crazy-.-

&Mr Chua, you might not see this, but this is just a little note for you:

Thanks for all the words that you have told me(:
Thanks for everything that you have taught me(:
Thanks for everything.
Now, today's your last day in Damai,
&you are transferring to i-don't-know-where to be a full-time counsellor for at least 6months tomorrow. You might not be transferring back to Damai, but I really hope you will.
At least I still can see you before I graduate from Damai (haha).
Take care &keep in touch kayys? :D

byebye(:

2009-03-29T22:04:00.009+08:00

Yesterday had CIP activity which is Earth Hour. &guess what, my group got blk 741 which has only 5shops-.- We finished telling the shopholders in less than 5mins &we still left lots of flyers. So what to do? We started to give out to strangers &cos there's camera, we were like hiding here &there. But I still got once-.- Stupid cameraman, i was talking to a stranger about EarthHour &I kena flim-.- Whatever, with the leftover flyers, we went to carparks &put on the windscreens of the cars. After puting all the flyers, ShinJu kena interviewed &we slacked at BBT shop there.

Around 5+, went back school &stayed in the canteen till 6.30. Went up hall, waited for the GOH &around 8.30, count down for the EarthHour &ate the pizza in total darkness with lightsticks. Zzz. Oh ya. JhinChee was there too(: Went home around 10+p.m. Thanks for accompanying me home(:

I'm too bored, that's why took photos of the lightsticks(:

Today had band cos SYF coming in 2days time. Ahhh~ After band went to the WestWinds concert(: The concert was okayys &Jacob De Haan was there, cos he is the guest conductor-.- Anyway, LingMei, JenKaen &JiaHao were there too(: After concert, went home after that.

Oh &in the train,

YanKit(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

LINGMEI(:

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*sorry for the lengthy post*

woo~

2009-03-26T20:45:00.006+08:00

Today was basically a boring day except...

BAND(:

Why? Because...

Jacob De Haan came!!!!

Had a meaningful session with him although

I can't really understand what he was speaking for sometime. LOL.

Haha, anyway, took a section photo with him too(:

Can't really see thou.

He's the guy in the centre(obviously-.-)

I'm going for his concert this sunday!!!

I wanna hear Ross Roy!!!!!

HAHAHA :DD

Buh-bye(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY xD

2009-03-23T20:05:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

PEI LING
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i promise i won't say you old again xD
&hope that you like the presents(:

Anyway, mr ho came back from China
&he brought for our class - matchbox without the matchsticks.
Why? cos he said, "i scared you guys may burn the school down. "
-.- see how lame can he be.
&weixiong still can say how to burn the school down-.-
You see, how lame can both the guys be-.-

Damn! Blogger don't let me upload the pictures.
Shucks, next time bah.

Happybirthday(:

Tou tou & Jiao jiao (:

ANGRY :X

2009-03-22T19:07:00.005+08:00

Gah~ I'm damn angry with them......
not important post anyway.

Oh anyway,

There's a rainbow yesterday(:

I guess it has been a longgggggggggggg time until yesterday I saw a rainbow(:

Too bored that's why took pictures of it(:

are you deaf or deaf?
D:

2009-03-21T17:49:00.006+08:00

~~English compre~~
A-maths: Differentiation worksheet
E-maths: ~~Algebra package~~; Graph package; Possibility package
~~Biology worksheet~~
~~Physics worksheet~~
~~Chemistry TYS~~
History: SBQ worksheet
SS: Mind map; ~~Essay~~
Higher Mother Tongue: ~~Letter-writing~~; Compo

Good. Still left some undone.
I still have 2more days to end of school holiday
&10days to SYF.
Gosh~ Time is running out.
T.T

Anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

CheeMay
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somehow, my tear glands have been working actively.
i don't know why.

'senior' outing

2009-03-20T20:44:00.004+08:00

Was supposed to have section outing today,
but in the end, only Elissa, Wanshi, WeiChyi &me turned up-.-
all were busy-.-
Anyway, stayed in Bedok to do somethings
&train-ed to Bugis to buy some stuffs.
Shopped till around 4plus 5
&train-ed back home.
&I finally know what's jackfruit in chinese. LOL. :DD

Oh, &

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

CheeKong
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YipShiangmadam
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JhinChee
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happy2ndmonth, dearie.
iloveyou/♥

yawns

2009-03-17T21:53:00.006+08:00

*yawns* *yawns*

Yesterday had a band exchange with the other 3 bands of our conductor:

STC
ACSBarker
KentRidge

Overall wasn't that bad,
but I felt sleepy for the entire exchange cos I slept late the previous night.
Ya, no one to be blame. HAHAHA~
Trumpetors from the 4 schools won the best section award! *yeah*
&we got presents too~ Hahas :D
Reached school around 7+. Went bbt &home.
------------------------------------------------------------------
Had band today. I love today's combined sectionals! :D
I don't know why but I just simply love it! Haha.
Oh~ got back the scores for the comments.
I love this particular band,
cos the comments that they gave for the trumpetors were so cute lah~
With that small little note after every scores, I'm really greatful(: *thanks*
WanShi came back today! :D
Anyway, opened up the present that we got today. *thanks*
Kope drink from Spiderman for both me &WeiChyi cos his cca was having camp. *thanks*
Waited for PeiLing &Dearie at the bus stop as their section stayed back for more sectionals.
Went bbt &home.
Oh! &thanks Jasmine for your letter(:
I really felt very touched upon reading that.
Friends forever eahs?
Doreamon lover. HAHA :D

&yay-ness, there's no band tomorrow
therefore i can rest &do my homework!
Yeahness! :D

buh-bye.

Randomly, it picked on me.

17days left.

2009-03-14T21:00:00.004+08:00

after so long, i'm just glad it's gonna end finally....

March holidays are here.
Homeworks were given out &they are piling up on the table.
Cca schedules are packed like nobody business.
Ever wonder how are you going to finish that stack of homework,
with that little period of time?
I don't think i can finish, but i have to finish.
Gahhhhh~ how????

Anyway, the sec3s are back from their camp!
YEAH(: 我没有白想念你 :D

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY

12/03/09

JEREMY
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JIANHONG
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&

13/03/09

DHANIAH
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Hope you guys enjoy your day(:

Buhbye(:

stop irritating me can?
&when i said punishments, please, as a senior, do it seriously can?
stop pacing up &down, pretending to do stuffs, &avoid the punishments.
it's just so irritating to see you pretending &when I stared at you, you just simply ignored.
what the f. is that? gahhhhh~ irritating.
even if you know it's you, then congratulations.
you've improved your eyesight, your observations.
congratulations. you've won the first prize-.-

yeah!

2009-03-11T20:32:00.004+08:00

Yeah! I've watched this show!
Thanks ELISSA &BEEYONG :DDDD
Hahas.
:DDDD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

MAN FUNG(:
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Oh! &have a safe trip to China, twinning peepos(:
especially my dear juniors &Mr. Ho!
Remember to bring souvernirs(sp) back!
:DD

take care.

2009-03-10T21:23:00.005+08:00

i just saw a particular msg which makes me think of the past-.-
GAH! Stop it, valerie.
Zzzzzz.

Anyway, tomorrow is the sec3 camp.
It's like overseas &like 4 days-.-
well, baobei, take care over there ahhh!
Like what we said in msn, Hahahaha.
Take care :DD
I will miss you, you must miss me too, okayys(:

i'm still waiting for the dvd!!
yoga, when is it out?!!!! ):

fuck. pissed.

2009-03-09T19:17:00.005+08:00

LEEYING, you really look so cute

when you saw that signature &with that shocked face :DDD

I think you are happy to see the signature, huh?! LOL. :DD

SHOW's signature :DD

Oh!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

JOLENE(:
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&

KELMOND(:
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Bye.

don't read cos it's none of your business.

i'm just so fucking pissed off by what you have done. i don't care others saying i'm totally biased against you, so what if i am? have you done anything that made me don't feel that way? no. you don't. of what you have done, you are just making me feeling more &more angry towards you. like last week, can't you see we are already packing up? must you keep on hurry us? we don't have much time to do our stuffs yet we have to check for others. we have little people yet so many stuffs to carry. we have so many things to do yet so little time. wtf do you want? you only know how to kaopei people, order people, but do you know it's very irritating to hear that. keep on repeat &repeat, do you know it's fucking irritating? &now, when stuffs happened, you just push the blame to others &later on, all he has to do is to reprimand others instead of you! ya, it's just how unfair it is. don't believe, ask around lah. &you, act yi ge down there make your orders. gah! I'm just so fucking pissed off by you. fuck off lah, you this bitch. *i didnt mention names, so don't think that it's you.*

羅志祥's autograph session xD

2009-03-07T20:43:00.002+08:00

Yesterday after band, bus-ed downt to EastPoint with PeiLing &WeiChyi, to see SHOW!!
&obviously, there's lots of people so we managed to find place to see him :DD
Hahas, many stuffs happened, & he is so damn cute cann :DD
Pictures were taken but very blur.
Regret never bring my camera.
Well, at least there's some can be seen :DD

PICTURES

D.J灵芝 & 罗志祥

罗志祥standing on the chair to talk.

LeeYing, look at the crowd. O.O

LeeYing, are you jealous now? your eyes are not playing tricks,

罗志祥really was hugging that girl :DDDDDD

Lastly, 罗志祥!!!

i want to go to his concert, if he has, but obviously must be after O's(:

&for today, i'm damn super pissed off with that someone..

Irritated &pissed off! $*#($*#@@#(@

林宥嘉, 演唱会DVD几时才会出?

Take care, dearie.

2009-03-04T17:52:00.004+08:00

LALALALALA~~

delete.

sorry if you see,
thanks if you don't.

bye.

fuck.

2009-02-27T21:11:00.002+08:00

Maybe I'm aint fated to be it.
No matter what I do,
I'm always the one getting scolded in the end.

i'm just getting tired from everything.
what is that i will be getting?
fuck.

I don't want to scold,but you guys are already getting more &more outrageous. but when I scold you, what I get was only black faces. DO YOU THINK I REALLY WANT TO SCOLD?! If it wasn't my job, do you think I want to? What will I get in the end? NOTHING! I repeat, NOTHING! I only get scoldings, from everyone. I'm just getting BLACK FACES, SCOLDINGS from everyone &NOTHING else.

2009-02-26T20:34:00.003+08:00

I'm just going to accept all the criticism;
that you guys give.
I'm not gonna say back,
since in the beginning,
everything is MY fault.

bye.

it's my fault..

2009-02-25T19:15:00.005+08:00

Luckily, nothing cropped up during the rehearsal last night(:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY

N.LI TING!
happysweet16[:
goodluckfortomorrow'sbiotest

&

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

NIGEL!
happysweet16[:
well,thespecsreallydon'tsuityou,frommypointofview.Ha.

Please stop all the quarrels..
Please.
it's my fault for sitting down there in the first place.
if i didn't, nothing of such will occur, isn't it?
it's neither YOUR fault or HER's, okayys?

2009-02-23T17:45:00.002+08:00

There's SYF rehearsal in SCH tomorrow night.
There's 詞語測驗during highermothertongue tomorrow.
There's SS common test after school.
Ignore this, i'm just noting down what i have tomorrow-.-

OH, before I forget,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

QIAN HUI(:
happycheerful14[:

&

DENISE(:
happysweet16[:

&I failed my history source-based like nobody business.
I seriously need MS H.
for the first time, I miss that teacher. Ha(:

aww~ i got a pimple.
i'm just being random~~~

2009-02-22T10:30:00.002+08:00

2more months left.
I'm counting down..
&everything will be out of my hands....

i'm just getting tired..

Zzz

2009-02-20T20:59:00.004+08:00

林宥嘉 is having concert today but I can't go!!!

Zzzzzzz.

I shall buy the concert dvd when it's released!! :D

林宥嘉, 祝你演唱会成功！

加油哦!!! :DD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

TonyAIREN ♥

31歲了!

年紀越來越大了, 趕快找個女朋友吧(:

i'm just getting more &more tired &desserts.

Another birthday xD

2009-02-19T20:24:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Jen Kaen!!!
happymemorable19[:

I finally pass my a-maths test!!!!
Hahas, so happy. Just hope that my e-maths can pass(:
Bye~

don't feel guilty, like what you told me today.
you don't have to be
cos it's my fault.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

2009-02-18T22:09:00.003+08:00

Before today comes to an end, I shall say,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

MICHELLE!!
happysweet16[:

Hope your phone is alright now[:
Enjoy &smile always :DD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2009-02-17T20:22:00.002+08:00

E-maths test, hope that I can pass.
History common test, SBQ, I don't bother.
Just hope that I won't fail too badly.

TEY LEE YING! You pink-ster(:
Glad that you like the presents. LOL.
hahas.

Once again,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

TEY LEE YING!!!!
happysweet16[:

Fish~ stupid blogger don't let me upload the pictures.
I shall do this another day.
Off to study A-maths now~
Bye~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D

3 more days, dearie :D

X.X

2009-02-16T21:22:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna be DEAD after all those tests

-.-

GOOD LUCK PEOPLE.
especially you, dearie :DD

Love ;D

2009-02-14T20:00:00.003+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY!!!

Unfortunately, I had band but fortunately it's only half day.
Band was average, nothing much-.-
After band, went Vari~~not~~nice with AR, WeiChyi, PeiLing &HuiPing.
We don't know what to do next after eating.
So after discussion, we decided to go TM but HuiPing went home.
Went TM to buy gifts &back home at 6.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

YEE CHINmarmie
happyyouthful15[:

&

PEI YI
happyyouthful15[:

iloveyou,AR[:
6moredays ohh[:

Love~

2009-02-12T19:58:00.008+08:00

A-maths quiz's result was a gone case, got scolded by him

&obviously he is pin-pointing at me -.-

Stomach was hurting the whole day &during MT lesson,

went to toilet to vomit. Well, it didn't help even though some pain was gone.

Bio spa was a gone case also. Somehow some of my answers

were TOTALLY different from them.

Went HMT. Teacher improved a bit today-.-

We guessed maybe she was ditched by her boyfriend the last lesson that's why so qian bian

&patched up before this lesson. LOL. Okayys, some crazy idea :DD

Got a present from dearie. Hahas, was actually quite surprise(:

Today is indeed a SURPRISE day.

Eeyore by Dearie :DD

Thanks dearest AR, I love you :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

AMIN

happysweet16[:

KAT

happysweet16[:

He sms-ed me today. wtf.

He called me today. wtf.

He went back to damai today. wtf.

He asked me whether want to meet up or not. wtf.

I saw him today when I thought i won't. wtf.

Was surprised to see his message,

see him walking towards my direction &to the reservoir.

Lucky he didn't come straight up to me.

Thank god~

Angry~

2009-02-10T20:27:00.004+08:00

At the very beginning, I shall say

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

CHARLYN(:
happysweet16[:

Well, had 'war food' for recess but my class don't seemed to be eating war food, had quite nice food that weren't be found during wars(: Lols.
Had SS after that &had Mr. R. AHHH~ I don't want. I shall wait for Ms. H. to come back!!!
HMT is a totally waste of time cos we were vehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhery angry.
grahhs. she is seriously, absolutely, indeed BIASED. Why are we having such teachers everytime? F.
Done, having a-maths quiz tomorrow. Bye.

你的就是我的~
I'm so touched by her words(:

Doom.

2009-02-09T17:55:00.005+08:00

taken by TEYLEEYING during the wait for jasmine to go HMT.

Bio test. *Kapoof*

100% confirm, guarentee(sp) FAIL.

&AR, I DIDn'T CHEAT!

Hahas, those ink on my palms are pictures that were drawn by wx.

Lols :D

Enlin &Roxane ♥ U!

Yoga ♥

Joash ♥ U! (=

OH!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

DIONNE(:

happysweet14[:

AR!

me & him really nothing lah.

LOLs.

I just love you so much.

2009-02-07T22:42:00.003+08:00

7.45am &went for band in the morning. Had diaphragm training &combined warm ups in the hall. Then sectionals in the classrooms. Was actually quite disappointed at myself for not able to play well for that part.*disappointed*Lunch was after that &section got a free lunch from Girl Guides. Lols. But WeiChyi, PeiLing &I went off cos we are going to Terence's house. So the 3 of us went to Petal mac to change &slack there.
Met up with Kelmond &walked to Terence's void deck. Waited for Keith, Desmond &ChiaChern. Went up to Terence's house &had a fun time there. Lols. Hmm, I love his mom's chicken wings &soup. hahahaha. Well, saw a lot of photos when Terence was young. hahas. Poor thing. Lols. He didn't change at all-.- especially that smile of his &the way he eat-.- Lols. Around 3+, except for Terence, the rest of us went back to band. After band, WeiChyi &PeiLing accompanied me to Bugis to buy my bag. THANKS a lot!! Walked around &look around. Lols. Train-ed back to Bedok &ate dinner at bedok inter. Talked till 9+ &bus-ed home.
That's end of today. Tired huh? But I'm not because someone agreed to forgive me(:

I just love you so much, ♥ AR

Tired.

2009-02-06T21:01:00.002+08:00

I'm JUST SO STUPID.

nobody can be more stupid than me,
except myself.

can you forgive me?
I'm really sorry.

2009-02-05T22:13:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

ZHIYUN(:
happysweet16[:

Good luck for your test tomorrow[:

2009-02-04T19:37:00.004+08:00

Went bandstore in the morning but didn't play anything.
Was sleeping in the bandstore. Then assembly. Blahblahblah.
Hope I can pass my binomial test for a-maths. *pray*
Had Pe at the 5th &6th period. Played handball &got a bad fall on my knee
and it bleed.
Nobody knows that I fall 'cos they thought that
I bent down to snatch the ball -.-
~~this shows how not-important i am. -.-~~
&I don't feel the pain until I wash the wound. -.-
They said my nerve impulses are moving at a very slow rate,
that's why I can't sense the pain. LOL.
Continue to bleed a little until after recess.
Nothing much except that the combined assembly in the afternoon
was totally boring. Zzz.
Home after that.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

DADDY(stated in NRIC) :DD
happyhealthy44[:
ILOVEYOU.

Trying to stop the tears from streaming down.
Have been crying for the previous night.
But somehow, it doesn't seems to be improving.
I'm sorry if i really anger you.

2009-02-02T19:54:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HENGCHANG(:
happycheerful18[:

如果你从来没有存在过, 那该有多好..

House visiting(:

2009-02-01T14:05:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, went to meet PeiLing at the usual bus stop &bus-ed to meet WeiChyi, Keith, Terence &Kelmond. Waited for RengHong &went up to WeiChyi's house. Said those lucky words to her parents &ate lunch that her parents bought. Sat awhile, took ang paos &watched '综艺大哥大' for that magic show. Around 2, we left WeiChyi's house &the 7 of us went to RengHong's house. Same routine &sat there to watch tv. Keith went to play with the neighbour's kid. But somehow, i think after playing for so long, Keith got tired &went into RH's house but the kid shouted 'papa' &Keith had to go out to play with the kid. Lols. Poor thing. Well, stayed there till around 3+, took ang paos &they came to my house.

Hmm, they watched 'Taboo' on discovery, I think, which was like so freaking disgusting. Leaving the corpses there to rot &see how the maggots feed on the corpses-.- eew~ They played with the baby in my house &we left at around 4plus or 5 to PeiLing's house. Played blackjack in her house. Kelmond lose $10+ sia. Intended to watch movie, but in the end, we gave up on thinking of what show to watch so we played blackjack all the way till 9pm. Lols. Before leaving her house, we took the angpaos that were put up on the plant in her house. I got the middle amount. Hahas. Keith &Terence got the biggest. LOLs. After that we went to eat dinner at 85 market. Accompanied them to the bus stop &waited with the them for the bus. In the end, Keith &Kelmond accompanied me to walk back home cos they wanted to walk back home-.- Lols. Anyway, thanks(: Reached home around 10+ &bathe. Watched tv till around 12.30 &then sleep.

I'm gonna be good girl today &study for my tests. Zzzz.
BYEBYE.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY

JYNGLE(:
happysweet18[:

戀愛是兩個人的事, 那為什麼分手時只有一個人傷心?

PISSED OFF~

2009-01-30T20:32:00.002+08:00

I'm seriously irritated, seriously angry,
seriously stress, seriously tired.
I'm not in a good mood. Zzzz.

I HATE IT.
I HATE IT.
I HATE IT.
I HATE IT.
I HATE IT.
I HATE IT.
I HATE IT.
I HATE IT.
I HATE IT.

nobody understands anything. fcuk.

Phew.

2009-01-29T20:17:00.002+08:00

Phew.
Lucky the bio mock spa is postponed,
but I studied-.-
Nevermind.
My left leg was hurting for the whole day.
I got a cramp &it continued to hurt for the rest of the day.
Zzzz. It got more worse in the afternoon. Ahh~ ~~thanks wx[:~~
HMT was boring. I nearly fall asleep.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

JUDAXIL
happysweet16[:

AR[:
♥

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

2009-01-28T19:39:00.005+08:00

Just got back from the break
&my class are going to have mock spa tomorrow-.-
Grahs.
Got back a-maths test &as usual, I failed.
&I failed by 1 mark, 1 pathetic mark-.-
Zzzz.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY [lunar birthday(:]

DADDY[:
又老一岁咯!
要照顾自己哦!
ILOVEYOU,DADDY.
♥
*muacks*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

KELVIN
ohh, someone has turned 20[:
&

MINGZUO
happyturningsweet16[:
too!

you owe me &wenhui eeyore horh, don't forget[:
hahas.

HAPPY CHINESE MOO~ YEAR :D

2009-01-26T00:25:00.002+08:00

新的一年，新的希望...

HAPPY CHINESE MOO~ YEAR
Stay happy always ohh(:
I'm gonna take lots of red packets to get back my money.
Hahaszx.

Hmm, maybe it's too late for a new resolution, but it's just the first month of the year,
I guess it should be alright, eahs?

At least a pass for A-maths &physics during MYE.
Improve my english-.-
GOLD for up-coming SYF.
Strive hard for O-level. {I want to get a result that I want}
Buy the cds in my wishlist. {I've been planning to buy for ages..}

That's all, I guess, for the time being(:
為什麼我還是會想你?shiat. I'm deeply irritated by my stupid act. I shouldn't think of you anymore. shiat. GET OUT OF MY MIND NOW, you irritating creature! 5secs later, good, you are out now(:hahaszx

天魔星与 007

2009-01-24T16:31:00.004+08:00

After watching the video that weichyi introduced,
I'm deeply in love with the two characters(:

They looked so lovely(:

霹雳MIT,

I'll strongly encourage you guys to watch(:

if only there's such in singapore...

Took during the way back home(:

I'm too bored that's why(:

PeiLing's &my hand(:

&Lastly,

Dearie{weiyi} &I
♥

More tests):

2009-01-22T21:49:00.003+08:00

i CAN'T FINISH my history test today! shiat.
I left my conclusion undone. shiat.
I'm only left 5mins to write my last factor. shiat.
I'm so dead.

CNY celebration tomorrow plus band. Zzzz.
More tests are coming up-.-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

RAUDHAH
happysweet16[:

&

YEWRON
happyturningto14[:

或者我根本不适合这里...

2009-01-21T20:07:00.002+08:00

Test again tomorrow):

Tuesday had SS.
Wednesday had A-maths
Thursday having History.

Zzzzzz, Stupid tests.
It's ruining my week.
&I'm having another test on week 5-Physics
ARGH!

idiotic.

2009-01-20T20:32:00.004+08:00

[/edited]

Fine, I've decided to delete the post I've posted earlier.
It's good if you guys didn't see(:
I don't want to care anymore, since there's a second chance.
I'll just pray, for them &myself.

There's a-maths test tomorrow &good luck to myself.
cos I have sort of forget the topic especially log &indices.
[:

我们就像马路上的平行线.
我们肩并肩地走着,但是不管我们怎么走,我们始终见不到面.
或者我们很巧合的在某个转弯处一起转弯,
但是我们始终不会见到面，而且因为我们见不着面, 却常常见到堆放在对岸,
反而让彼此之间的疙瘩在提升.
与其一直这样下去,倒不如我们在彼此的路上,把彼此的平行线给擦掉.
让彼此都不会再为那条平行线给绊倒..

I don't know whether have you read the letter that I sent you. But I just want to let you know, even though you won't see this, that I'm willing to end everything now. I'll just treat everything like nothing has ever happen between us from the start of my sec2 life. I'll just treat as if you're just a friend whom I got to know from the seniors &a senior from my primary school. Since you can treat as if I'm nothing to you, I'm just a passer-by, I can too(: &don't say sorry to me anymore cos it just won't heal the wound that you've caused but instead, you will deepen the wound &make me feel more pain(:
bye. ~~jason~~(:

happyfirstday, dearestWeiyi :D
my AdorableRen, baobei &dearie :D

Happy Birthday(:

2009-01-19T18:48:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

RADHIAH!!!!!

Hope you enjoy yourself today!!!
:DDDDDDD

Ended~

2009-01-18T21:43:00.002+08:00

It has officially ended.
21months &7days of stupid waiting,
it officially ended today(:
Bye.

Oh! I changed my blogsong &blogskin(:
Hope you guys will like it(:
&don't care about the italic words.
hahahahahhaha(:

I'm damn pissed off~~

2009-01-17T11:50:00.005+08:00

I guess I'm officially disliking someone.... someone from the past...

Thursday;15/01/09
-slacking-

Had bio spa skill 3 but I guess I will score badly for it.
Went for the auditoring stuffs &slack in the bandstore for awhile
&went to find Weichyi &PeiLing.
In the end, they were in the classroom with WenHui &their F.T,
decorating their class notice board.
Helped awhile &slacked there. Lols.
Went BBT with the 3 girls, of cos not their F.T,
Since there was no HMT on that day, we spent the whole afternoon there talking.
Hhas. Waited for Jasmine &then slacked awhile &went home.

commonwealth :D

Friday;16/01/09
-Parents' night-

Normal lessons &then went for band. (I shouldn't go, in the first place)
Everything was actually fine in the first place, until HE said something for us.
&I don't know what did I do wrong to that particular group.
Must they kept on dropping things? Must they do things until everybody have to turn to me &looked at me, like as if i'm the one doing wrong. Must they make me till so embarrassed?
I know that my face was black for the whole day, I'm sorry, AR.
No matter what jokes he said, I, seriously don't find it funny.
This lasted till so-called dinner time. They ordered burgers for those who want.
I didn't &I planned to buy stuffs from the drink stall.

But when I took out my wallet, I actually found out out that my money was lost.
I'm like &*(&(*^ lahh. I know I'm like kept on scolding the F word, Sorry.
It's like the second time I've lost my money in the bandstore. I know it's my fault that I put my wallet in my bag. BUT my bag was right inside, near the wall, there's bags blocking the way &there's many people, including ex-seniors inside the bandstore while we were in the music room. It can't be the ex-seniors what. WHAT THE &$(*# &the money was supposed to be my dinner money lehh. Wahlao. Argh, in the end, I just ate 2 chocolates &that's it. Went back to the hall for tuning &blahblahblah.

Grace, WanShi &Fairul were the MCs for the performance. Hmm, the performance was alright, I guess. But I don't like my solo-.- My parents didn't come cos daddy is sick. But nevermind, hahas(: Well, the ensemble played by our own members were nice &the dance also. Performance finished at around 8.30 I guess, packed up &assembled for some reasons, LOL, &dismissed. Ate some food, helped to move back the tables &went to petal mac with WeiChyi, PeiLing, Keith, Kelmond, JieQi, WanShi &Grace. It was around 9+ but didn't eat meal but just some light stuffs. Around 10plus, bus-ed home with PeiLing. Reached home &bathe. Watched tv &then Zzzzzzz.

Thanks juniors &friends for cheering me up(:
♥

what wrong have i done to you guys?
why must you guys treat me like this?
must i really break down in front of you guys then you guys are happy?
if i really do that, will you guys be happy &won't make things difficult for me again?
If it will, I'm willing to do it...
since you guys hate me so much...

Tired.....

2009-01-14T20:02:00.002+08:00

if only i wasn't in this era... fuck

Got 4 periods of a-maths, 2 periods of recess, 2 periods of chemistry &2 periods of english. Zzz. Brain was lacking of oxygen &was feeling damn tired during the a-maths. Weather was damn cooling lahhhhhh~ Anyway, after school, went City Plaza with PeiLing to buy the cloth for her class's notice board. Shopped around for awhile &train-ed back. Thanks Weichyi for her info for getting back to Bedok(: Love ya :D

Having Bio spa skill 3 tomorrow-.-
I hate it-.-
Ha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

PEI ER :D

i'm tired of scolding &scolding.
i'm tired of having so many things to do.
i'm tired of having so many problems in just one day.
i'm tired of EVERYTHING.

Happy :D

2009-01-12T21:36:00.003+08:00

For the first time, I saw them cried in school.

Got back O-level Chinese results today & I got an A1,
&for the first time, I got a distinction for my oral! Yeah!
So damn happy, I'm so damn afraid I'll get B3 lah! Lols(:
After taking ours, went to find some seniors.

Dear seniors,
maybe you didn't perform that well, but nevertheless, you already did your best.
No matter what's the results, just look ahead &continue your route to your tertiary education.
Cheer up eahs?(:
Come back next year to look at our results. Lols(:

Oh, Keith &Terence,
Stop saying bad things about LinYouJia.
I'll kill you if you said again.
Lols. :P

Adorable ren,
don't say that you're ignoring me again ahh.
I'll be real scared.
♥

Tomorrow~~~~

2009-01-11T20:06:00.003+08:00

isn't this what you guys are waiting for?

Getting Mother Tongue results tomorrow. ohmygod D:
Adorable ren said if i don't get the top score,
i'll have to treat her swensens.
Baobei ahhh, you'll have to wait then cos i'm broke now. D:

I seems to be blogging everyday.
Byebye(:

AR
♥

Leg ache.

2009-01-10T22:33:00.003+08:00

no matter what i do, i'm always in the wrong, isn't it?? fuck

Had band practice today to practice on the up-coming parents' night &I had audition too! Ohmygod, I'm so freaking damn scared lah! argghs. Whatever-.- After band, went Varinice with adorable ren, huiping, weichyi &peiling. Ate lunch &weichyi, peiling &i then bus-ed to tampines &train-ed down to bugis. Went to change first &went to bugis street to search for cny clothes. Hmm, walked for around 2hours plus, from 3plus to 5plus &then back to bugis junction to buy somemore stuffs &went to eat. Train-ed back to bedok &went to find parents &back home. My legs are aching like hell-.- Zzz but got a nice dress. Hhas(:

adorable ren, cheer up eahs??
♥

no matter what i do, i'm always in the wrong, right? when i'm doing my job by telling you guys or scold you guys, you all don't like it. i tried not to scold, you guys don't listen to the rules &become more &more outrageous. when i scold some people because they did wrongly, some of you will said i'm biased. but if i don't &i scold only your members, you also said that i'm biased. i mean you don't said, but i feel that. but why this does not happen when other qm scolded you guys? why don't you let me feel that you're also thought that he/she is biased? just because they are more closer to you? i don't know what wrong have i done to you guys that make you guys have to treat me like this. i'm just trying to do my job, can't you guys just make each other life easier. i've already tried not to make you guys angry but you all just kept on making me feel that i'm doing you guys wrong. what's this? i just want to do my job, i'm just trying to do my job, can't you guys just let me?

doesn't mean that i don't show, i'm alright.
no one will help anyway.
i'll just let myself handle everything, isn't this what you guys are asking for?
i only have myself to blame mahh. isn't this what you guys are waiting?
i'm always in the wrong what, i'm always at fault what. i always do things wrongly what.
only the others make you guys happier mahh, isn't it?
only the others make you guys feel that it's fair mah, isn't it?
i'm just in the wrong what, isn't it?
~~fuck, why must this happen to me? fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.~~

ADORABLE REN ♥

2009-01-09T22:07:00.003+08:00

i'm just too tired to continue....

Changed sitting arrangement today. I'm separated with the other 3 &I sat beside WeiXiong. Lols. Nothing much practically, was quite a slacking day today. Lols. After school, went to change immediately to the orange band-tee. It's like you saw one whole bunch of 'orange-people', it would be the band members. Lols. Had sec1 orientation performance at 3+ in the canteen &played till 5? I guess. Well, I played halfway, I got giddy plus mysection was standing, it added up to my giddyness-.- Zzzz, I'm getting more &more weak this few days. WeiChyi gonna kill me when she saw this. Lols. After performance, went LJS with HuiPing, WeiChyi, Grace, Fairul, PeiLing &Adorable Ren &home-d after that. Ohmygosh, there's band tomorrow but I'm going to bugis to buy CNY clothes with besties after band(:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY

LI YING(:

&

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

JASONkhoo(:

Take care &smile always(:

from her blog, from her words, i can really detect how much you changed. i've know you for 3years &we even stead before, you weren't like this in the past. after you know your god, you've changed. you've changed totally. the current you is not the one i love during that period of time. your attitude, your style has changed ever since you converted to christian. i mean i'm not criticising your religion, but why must you changed after you converted? maybe i'm not in the position to say you, but, you really did changed. 13sept08, as what i said before, you gave me hopes &by 30sept08, you pushed me down the cliff &just watched me die, alone. you never even care about me. maybe, i should have hated you &ignore you for the rest of my life, but somehow, i can't do it... okayys, i'm useless. fine. you can treat people as though as they are only passers-by of your life, i wonder how....

handsome driver(:

2009-01-07T20:49:00.002+08:00

Took height &weight today.
I lost 2kg &grew taller by 2cm &I'm still short-.-
Lessons were as normal
&as normal as having assembly today. Zzzzz
Went to have lunch with HuiPing, WeiChyi &PeiLing
&back home with PeiLing.
We spotted a good-looking driver on our way home, in the bus.
Hhas(:
Not bad lahh, lols..
Okayys, done(: so brief. Hahas.
BYEBYE(:
PeiLing, you have yet to tag me. Lols(:

adorable ren,
don't so sad kayys?
I'll get more sad when I see you like this.
Cheer up &take care ♥

Tired~~

2009-01-06T21:01:00.002+08:00

I'm not that strong, as what you think....

School was starting fine, except that teachers were starting to tell us all about O-level. -.- Zzzz... Performances, SYF, prelims &O-level. Ohmygod. How am I going to handle??? Arghhh. About the class, some of the teachers had changed which includes my form teacher. Hmm, at least it's changed to the better. Lols. Timing for band had changed too, instead of wed &fri, it's tues &fri. Arghhs. Whatever... Band was as per normal, tiring. &I'm really tired of scolding. How I wish I can stop scolding &when will they ever understand the rules that we state? Arghhs, few more months left.
BYEBYE.

adorable ren ♥

2009-01-03T14:49:00.004+08:00

I'm lazy to upload the photos for countdown as there's a lot to upload. argh. Just lazy-.-

if you really interested(well, i guess no one) or the group want to kope the pictures,

you can go to my facebook to kope(:

Hmm, maybe this

Monkey given by YanYi to Baobei.

We all kept on playing with this monkey, &said it got heart problem. Lols(:

&it's currently at my house, 'camping'. Hahas.

It will soon back to Baobei's house on monday. Lols(:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY

CASSALYNN

take care(:

Weiyi, I've updated. Lols(:

I can't imagine i'm already in sec4. It's the last year for me to be in damai, even though i wanted to get out from there since sec1, it brings lots of memories to me. New friends, new relationships, blahblahblah. I'm just gonna to finish my studies here &bring back nice memories when i graduate. Goodluck damai &lastly, goodluck DAMAIWINDZ, the band that creates fun &laughter even though it's tiring(:

Happy New Year(:

2009-01-01T18:10:00.005+08:00

As requested by Weiyi, I'll have to update(:

Well, yesterday afternoon went to meet PeiLing to ask for the tuition but it's wasn't open so we just called the person &asked for more details. After that, both of us went to inter to meet up with others. Saw WeiChyi &HuiPing so waited for awhile, Keith &RengHong reached. Went to eat dinner &train-ed to City Hall. Since we were going to Marina Bay, so we took the train to marina bay but apparently, it's the wrong idea. Reached there, waited for Kelmond &took the shuttle bus to Marina Barrage. Hmm, not a good idea cos you have nothing to do there apart from watching the people there singing but they aren't real singers-.- So after discussion, we decided to take the shuttle bus back to Marina Bay Mrt &took back to City Hall. Walked through the Citylink &to the Marina Bay.

Walked through the crowded area &found a place in front of the screen to settle down. Bought food from the nearby foodstalls &settled there to watch the show. Funny stuffs happened especially the chicken part. Hahas. Too bad the screen wasn't screen-ing the countdown party at marina bay, it's the small stage at the other side. Well, we started to send the new year message at 10pm plus. Hhas. Around 11plus, somebody stood up but don't know why &in the end, all stood up &waited to countdown. Started to countdown &took pictures of the fireworks. Wanted to take group photos &in the end, many people came into our photos. Lols(: Went to the small stage to watch the person singing &walked to the MRT after that. WeiChyi's parents came to fetch her, Keith &RengHong. So the rest of us train-ed back home. Dad came to fetch me at Bedok MRT station &back home.

School's starting tomorrow. Sec4 life is here, ohmygod!
Ahhhh~ Let's work hard, people(:

&Weiyi, as requested,
You're cute.

Photos will be uploaded later on, I guess.

Oh! &

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO

TAUFIQ(:

Take care.

HAPPY NEW YEAR! [:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY[:

2008-12-28T17:21:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO

NORA

You have been a wonderful senior throughout this 3years.
Thanks for helping me with a lot of stuffs(:
&I love that barney that is at your bag(:
Hhas(:
Take care &smile alwayz!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

~~imissyou.~~

Birthday girls! [:

2008-12-27T17:00:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO

VERONICA

We have been classmates for 1year
&for the 1year, we had passed the stage from strangers to friends(:
It's nice to know you cos you are friendly &nice.
Enjoy yourself today(:

MUENmoo~

I'm sorry I can't go to the chalet
&celebrate your birthday with you,
but anyway,
enjoy yourself at the chalet &smile alwayz(:

JAZREEL

Although I don't really know you that well,
but you helped a lot when I came up to you
to ask about stuffs that consider that person.
Thanks a lot &enjoy today(:

~~imissyou]:~~

2008-12-25T11:44:00.002+08:00

I miss the trip to hongkong with damaiwindz,
suddenly.

Merry Christmas(:

It's the second year without having you
to accompany me during christmas.
i miss you, like I always did.

Twilight(:

2008-12-23T19:40:00.004+08:00

Went to watch Twilight today with PeiLing, WeiChyi, Roxane, Terence &Keith, like finally! Lols(: It's nice &I'm waiting for New Moon. Hhas(: I shall keep some comments to myself cos I think people will beat me up if I said it. Hahas. Went Roxane's house after that to chat &back home.
byebye(:

Untilnow, Ijustwanttoleavethespaceforthatperson, notanyoneelse.
sorry.

2008-12-20T20:53:00.004+08:00

I don't like to be treated the way you treated me.
But it seems like you have no choice.
&now, I have no choice but to treat you
like the way you treated me.

even though i still miss you..

goshhh..

2008-12-17T21:50:00.005+08:00

i just couldn't stand it...

Monday went to watch 'Cape No. 7' with WeiChyi, PeiLing &RengHong at AMK Hub. The movie is quite nice. I love the songs(: &went for the Kent Ridge concert yesterday with WeiChyi, PeiLing, HuiPing &Baobei. Bought cakes for some of them, see we so good right? Lols. Well, concert was okayys &the 5 of us went PS to eat LJS &reached home around 10plus &today woke up at 6+, 7 like that to go for band. Although we are tired, but I think that the tiredness for the band members who went Kent Ridge to perform are doubled. Well, somehow, I don't know is it because of the air con or is it me, my fingers on the right hand have no strength sometimes. I don't know why. It's like it will suddenly cramp &it's during the playing. Ohh, goshh. It just slows down my fingering &anything. I don't know. Ahhhhhhhhh!!! Okayys, I don't think will update that much bah. Nothing to write too(: I'll post if I'm happy(: BYEBYE.

i don't mean to scold you guys. But when I'm already tolerating you guys, i'll have a maximum level. The other members of the department &me, have already warned you guys beforehand. But some of you just won't abide with the rules. We don't mean to punish or anything, but it's because you guys already have exceed the level that we have state. Please, don't make the work hard for anyone of us. we are just trying to do our job, please. i really don't wish to punish you guys anymore. i'm sure you guys also don't want to get punish right? Just abide with the rules that we have state &everything will be fine. Is it that hard. Please, I really beg you guys...

i really can't stand it anymore. you can blame it on me,
i really can't take it anymore.
i w i l l b r e a k d o w n a n y m o m e n t.

1 year anniversary of HONGKONG trip(:

2008-12-14T19:35:00.007+08:00

I just can't make my tears flow down...

Went to help Keith to do the notice board with the help of Terence, Kelmond, Edna, HuiPing &PeiLing. Lols. Did till 3+, HaoHan &Jesmond came &we went to Petal Garden. HaoHan coloured the poster, Kelmond, Jesmond &Terence were playing basketball &the rest of us started piggyback people-.- Lols. Later the 3 guys joined in too. Lols. But around 3++, we started to play basketball. Lols. Nothing much but the guys seriously need to buy a suitable pants. Lols. Before we went to Petal Garden, we suddenly chat about the 'peanut-eating' matter. Lols. &I found out later on that coincedentally {sp}, today is the day where DAMAIWINDZ went to HongKong &it's the day where the 'peanut-eating' matter occured. Somebody wanted me to delete this but I just striked off(: Lols. Anyway, went home at 5 plus. Out tomorrow, so BYEBYE(:

Ever wonder where do you get all the strength to let your tears flow?
I wanted to let my tears flow yesterday, but I just found out that I can't..
Yesterday was the date, but I just can't seem to cry, even though I heard that song.
I wanted to let go of him, but whenever I see that toy, I can't.
I can't bear to throw that toy away, but....
ARGH!!!! FINE, I DON'T WANT TO CARE ANYMORE!
I will have to care this when I have the time(:
~~jason, will you ever know this?~~

2008-12-13T19:14:00.004+08:00

If it wasn't me that was doing that, will you guys get so agitated?
If it wasn't me that was doing that, will you guys be so angry?
I just don't understand why must everything be like that.
I was just doing my job.

It won't be like that if it wasn't me, right???

当眼泪掉下来时, 应该没人知道吧...
我真的好想他...
if we didn't break up, today will be the 3rd month....
i miss him, seriously..
Will he ever know?

I c a n ' t b r e a t h e.

2008-12-12T20:12:00.003+08:00

付出了太多平衡不了是我手心手背都是肉怎么错的都是我
你用了冷漠狠狠的错怪我是你欺骗了我我不能先低头

Have been band-ing this past few days. Kept on playing high notes for 'Celebrate' &today, we left 5 seniors as all sec1s didn't turn up due to various reasons &left 4 after lunch when 1 of us had stuffs going on. After that around 5+, left 3 &just nice, 1 per part. Lols. Played the 2 songs &packed up. Home next. I'm having blocked nose &I can't b r e a t h e ! But I'm still alive-.- Hhas. Okayys, byebye(:

王仁甫季芹
结婚咯(:

although sometimes, I'm happy that I've break up with you,
but I still do miss you...

2008-12-09T19:12:00.004+08:00

I'm still coughing like nobody business-.-

anyway,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY

OMAIRAH!
it's your turn to make IC loh(:
Hhas. Take care(:

&

THANKS HO WEI YI!
ILOVEYOU ♥♥

somehow, i came to think that
it's a blessing that I've broke up with you..

I'm sick): cough cough

2008-12-04T21:10:00.002+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

I have been band-ing for the past 2 days, like usual-.- &I'm getting more &more sick. After the band dinner, I've got a sore throat on the next day, like wth.. &my sore throat haven't recover yet till now &I got a slight fever this morning. Ahhhh~ Thus, I had a hard time during band. Did horny yoga in the morning &had warm up in the music room. Went for sectionals &bought lunch back to school for section with WeiChyi since it's raining. Continued sectionals after lunch &had combined band. After dismissal, went BBT with fellow goats &Kelmond. Lols. Went home after buying. Oh, Thanks RengHong for the sweets you bought from Malaysia. Lols. I'm glad that there's no band tomorrow so I can save energy &make my throat recover. Hhas(: I think I'm gonna have a fever soon since the next step after sore throat is fever, for my case-.- BYEBYE(:

I'm tired of trying my best to forgive &forget.
I'm tired of trying my best to ignore it.
I'm just getting tired....

Quiz..

2008-12-03T21:43:00.004+08:00

Kuku, tagged by sister to do the quiz-.-
For her sake, I shall did it.
VANESSA TAN, SAY THAT I'm GOOD.
Hhas(:

1. What your full name ? Valerie Tan Si Jie.
2.Do you like your name ? Yup(:
3. How long have you like the person you currently like ? Hmm, 1yearplus.
4. Have you kissed anyone before ? Yup
5. Did you cry today ? No.
6. What are you doing at 8am this morning ? In school.
7. What are you doing an hour ago ? Using com.
8. What are you currently doing ? This-.-
9. Who last texted you a message ? Regine.
10. Have you told anyone you love them today ? Nope .
11. Are you missing anyone right now ? Yup.
12. Any plans for tomorrow ? I'm going to be in school.
13. What was the reason behind e last time you cried ? It's all because of that person.
14. Anyone you want to be with right now ? Yup.
15. Have you kissed anyone whose name started w/ a "S"? Nope.
16. Name somebody who made you smile today ? Friends(:
17. Name somebody whose name start w/ Z ? ZoeyPEH(:
18. Which friend of your stay nearby to you ? Sumiyati(:
19. Do you prefer call or text ? Text.
20. Do you prefer today or yesterday ? Both.
21. Can you live w/ a day w/o television and handphone ? Don't know.
22. Are you mad about anything right now ? Nope.
23. Do you ever think that relationship is worth it ? Maybe?
24. Who was the last you visited in a hospital ? Can't remember.
25. Who was your second last & last hug from ? Grace(: &WanShi(:
26. What does your last msg in your handphone says ? Can't remember.
27. Define life . A word.
28. Do you hate anybody ? Nope.
29. Who was the last person you called ? Can't remember.
30. Who usually you send the most text in the month ? Depends.
31. 10 ppl to suffer. Any 10 people.
Done(:

Oh, I hope that he has read my previous post(:
BYEBYE(:

My words for him...

2008-12-01T18:20:00.004+08:00

如果 '对不起' 这三个字能挽回你对我的伤害,
我不介意你说的次数.

但是, 事实是,
这三个字不足以挽回,
应该是不能挽回!

你知道这三个字给我带来多大的压力吗?
你以为随便说说就能解决吗?
请你在说这三个字前,
仔细地想想.
到底你是不是真正地想说:"对不起".

如果你不是真诚地想说,
请你闭上你的嘴,
别再让我有罪可受!

ahhh~ I'm done with all the rantings.
BYEBYE(:

Band dinner(:

2008-11-29T13:08:00.003+08:00

i still can't get over him-.-

Yesterday (28/11):

Went to shop around Tampines to buy presents for Cousin when WeiChyi, PeiLing, Jasmine &WenHui went to watch chiwawa. Waited for them outside GV after I've finished buying presents. Afterwards, PeiLing, WeiChyi &I went off. I went to PeiLing's house while WeiChyi went home. Hhas. PeiLing kept on complaining that her room was messy but I don't find it messy-.- Spent around 2hours plus at her house. Lols. Around 4.45, went to inter to buy cake as her section wanted to celebrate birthday for Brendan. Shopped finished, went mac awhile &HuiPing &WeiChyi came.

After that, bus-ed down to Roxane's house function room for band dinner. Hmm, not much people came thou but at least there's people-.- Ex-seniors came &Mr Wong too. O.o WeiChyi, HuiPing, Nicholas &I went to play games with ex-seniors. Got forfeit-ed with Nicholas. Forfeit was to get into the pool. Lucky I volunteered myself if not I will be totally wet like Nicholas. Hhas. 10pm &went off. Thanks BeeYong &Muen for accompanying me till the cross junction. Hhas. Oh! &Thanks for the cake-sharing, FRENCH HORN SECTION(:
Watched show till 1+ &went to sleep.

Today (29/11):

I'm going out later *look at the time*
I still have around 2hours to slack. Hhas.
Not going to blog at night as I've blogged now(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

XAVIERcousin(:

&

BRENDAN(:

take care &good luck for what whatever you do.

I'm done, BYEBYE(:

i'm still missing you, like how I did previously..

Kent Ridge Trip(:

2008-11-27T19:59:00.002+08:00

seriously, i miss him..

Went to meet damaiwindz members &train-ed down to Clementi. Took quite a long time to figure out which direction of bus to take to Kent Ridge Sec. Finally, we got the correct bus &we bus-ed to Kent Ridge. Reached there, set instruments &went to the different sections. I went to trumpet section while Wanshi, Grace &WeiChyi went to French Horn. Others go their own respective sections. Taught the 2 guys the songs that were supposed to play. From 10+ to 12.30 &then went off for lunch. Didn't eat because no appetite. Went back again &had sectionals till 4.15 &went back for combined. Played with them for few songs &was feeling superb cold.

I was facing the aircon, like directly, &the wind is like so damn strong &cold. Played halfway, my fingers can cramp down there-.- Is that cold, my dear. They packed up at 5, so did we. Stood outside of the bandroom &chat with other damaiwindz members while the KR members were packing up. Conductor suggested to eat together, but I went home, so did Keith, ZoeyP, Wanshi, WeiChyi, Omairah &Kelmond. Mrt-ed to Bedok &dad fetch me home(: Hhas. Thanks daddy(: Tomorrow going out again, having band dinner(: I'm gonna take photos with Wan Shi &Grace, I don't care. Lols(: I'm done now, BYEBYE(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

QI EN(:
Take care
&good luck for your o's result.

i miss you, will you ever know?

Happy birthday(:

2008-11-26T19:38:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

WANSHI(:

&

ROGER!

wanshi, hope you like the presents that we gave(:
&miss us kays? I miss you(:

sorry roger, didn't buy any present but take care thou.

Smilez(:

PISSED OFF!

2008-11-25T18:28:00.004+08:00

如果你还爱我你不会对我如此的冷漠
我只能含着眼泪默默的离开
如果你还爱我by光良

Went for sectionals today.
Ahhh, I just don't like the idea of it.
Ahhh. But had fun thou(:
Ate lunch with Fairul, PeiLing, WeiChyi &WanShi in Bedok LJS.
Aircon spoilt. I was actually planning to cool myself down with the aircon but instead.......
Nevermind. Ate &went home.
Slacking tomorrow &going to Kent Ridge to help on thursday.
Friday having band dinner in Aquarius.

AHHH~ I'm pissed off.

SORRY WANSHI & WEICHYI.
Both of you should know why.
SORRY. Shouldn't have pull you guys down.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

LEANNA!!
Take care &get your specs soon, QUICK.
Lols(:

how I hope that what the horoscope said is true.

我的億萬麵包.

2008-11-24T20:50:00.006+08:00

It's isn't that easy to just forgive &forget.

Didn't went anywhere but stayed at home &slack.
Somehow these 2 days of slacking made me think a lot of things.
I really don't know why am I thinking so much, especially after the band camp.
It made me cried more. I don't know why.
It just made me feel like crying.
Teach me what can I do to stop all these, to stop me from crying.

I miss the seniors.

Ahh, why am I so sentimental nowadays?
All because of him.
&*$&&(#&$#(*&$#&$(

BYEBYE.

band camp(:

2008-11-22T10:42:00.003+08:00

19Nov to 21Nov.

First day(19/11):
Reached school at 7 &waited. Put belongings in the hall &I can't remember what happen next.
All I remembered was we rehearsed till 3++ or 4+. Went for dinner &changed. Problems cropped up &managed to solve it with help from lots of the people. Thanks(: Reached performance area at 6++ &settled down. Hmm, performance was okayys, I guess. Packed up &problems occured again. Sat in the lorry with Brendan &HaoHan. Reached school and settle everything. Was about to go to AV theatre but WanShi going off which means she is not going for farewell night &I can't go back to my room to pass her the presents. I hugged her &I started crying. Boo~ I don't know why. Maybe because she's graduating this year. *sobsob* Had some talk in the theatre &went back classroom to sleep. Room mates were Reyna, Edna, Peiyi, HuiPing, Nabilah &Raihanah. Chat awhile &slept. But kept on turning the whole night. Sorry thou...

Second day(20/11):
Woke up at 6+ &bathe. Blahblahblah. Can't remember anyway. So, skipped to farewell. Since the theme for this year was formal. Saw alot of seniors dressed up so handsome &pretty(: Did whatever we can &had the speech. Said speeches &gave presents. For section was funny. We said lots of language of 'I love you'. Hhas. Malay, Japanese, English, Chinese, France &one that I don't know. Hhas. Finished everything &was about to go bandstore. Hugged Grace &cried again. Guess is because she's graduating. Well, went to bandstore &got ready for the nightwalk. Took Sophia's group &Terence's. Hhas. Funny things happened(: Got headache after the nightwalk. Didn't eat dinner &supper. Had section photos &we called Eoin to say good bye to him. Slacked awhile &went back to room at 12am+. Settled everything to prevent ownself being sabo by ex-seniors &went to sleep at 1+.

Third day(21/11):
Woke up at 4am+ &surprisingly, my whole room nobody kanna sabo. Yeepee(: Hhas. Then I knew that is because YongLiang hesistated outside our room-.- Lols but we still didn't kanna. Hhas. Went to brush teeth &went to walk with HuiPing, Regine &Keith whom we saw later on. Went to music room &saw ex-seniors over there. Talked awhile &went walking around to wake people up at 6+. Looking tiring, we went for PT &later breakfast. Had games &was the in charge with Shairah. HaoHan &YanKit's group were the funniest. Lols. Pack files &I didn't want to write bar numbers thus, I went to sleep by lying on the hall's floor. A lot of people were doing that too. Lols. Blahblahblah. Around 12++, was dismissed &had a meeting with the teachers. After that, went to Petal Mac with HuiPing, PeiLing, WeiChyi &Roxane. Ate till 2+ &went home. Bathe &settle everything, I went to sleep at 3++ in the afternoon. Hhas.

And from yesterday's afternoon, I slept till today 8 in the morning. Hhas. I didn't wake up to eat dinner even though dad woke me up cos I slept back. Hhas. Haven't sleep for so long ever since I came back from the HongKong trip. Lols. Well, I shall stay at home today &slacked. Hhas. Watched show loh. BYEBYE(:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY

JESMOND (20/11) (:
&
CHELSEA (21/11) (:

take care
&hope that Chelsea, you will like the present that the section bought for you(:

Hope that Fairul, Si Ying &Grace will like the presents that we bought for you,
no matter is it for QMs (Fairul &SiYing) or Grace(section).

my only wish now is that you, mister J, will sms me to meet you tomorrow.

Quiz day....

2008-11-17T20:58:00.003+08:00

Tagged by Azura(:

QUIZ:
A. People who have been tagged must write their answer in their blog.
B. Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they are tagged by and cannot tag the person who they were tagged by.
C. Continue this game by sending it to other people :
ANYONE.

1. What have you been doing recently?
Band &band &band.

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Yup.

3. What happened at 10am today?
Having band.

4. When did you last cry?
Few days ago.

5. Believe in fate/destiny?
Sometimes.

6. What do you want in your life now?
My friendship &relationship revived.

7. Do you tend to make relationship complicated?
Nope.

8.Are you wearing anything u borrowed from someone?
Nope.

9. What was the last movie you caught?
Quantam of the Solace.

10. Does the person know you like him/her?
Yup.

12. Do you speak languages other than english?
Yup.

13. Favourite Websites?
Blogs &youtube.

14. What are you doing tomorrow?
Having band.

15. What do you think you are like?
Retard(:

16. Who will you choose to die with?
Don't know.

17. Where have you been today?
School.

18. What game do you play often?
Hmmmmm.

19. Who are you missing right now?
Him.

20. if you have to choose a friend and a love, who will you choose?
Friends(:

21. What are you doing now?
This.

22. Which primary school are you from?
YNPS.

23. Name 3 colour that you like.
BLACK, WHITE, BLUE.

24. What emoticon do you like to show?
(:

25. What is life to you?
A cycle.

26. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Hmmm.. just let it trouble?

27. Who did you last chat with msn today?
Elissa.

28. Who do you admire the most?
No idea.

29. Which month were you born in?
April.

30. How are you feeling right now?
Nothing but sleepy.

31. What is the time now?
9.12P.M

32. What kind of person do you think the one who tag you is?
Nice &cheerful girl(:

33. What colour do you use to dye your hair?
Don't dye hair.

34. Why are you doing this test?
Cos I've been ask to do??

35. What do you do when your moody?
Give a black face):

36. At which stage do you wish to get married?
How I know?

37. Who is more important to you?
Who?

38. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
I'll tell him &friends &I'll see how they react(:

39. who is/are the people/person you trust the most?
Nobody.

40. Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
Sometimes.

41. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
Friendship &relationship revived.

42. What is your goal for this year?
Score well &get gold for SYF next year(:

43. Do you believe in eternity love?
Not really..

44. What feeling do you love the most?
When I'm happy...

45. Do you really think its global warming now?
Yup.

46. What feeling do you hate the most?
Don't know.

47. Do you like doing quizzes?
Only when I'm bored.

48. Do you believe in gods?
Yup.

49. Who cares for you the most?
Family and friends..

50. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Oxygen &water.

51. What will you bring when you fight?
Myself.

52. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
Lots.

53. What do you do if nobody cared for you any longer?
Then nobody care loh.

54. What will you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
Slapped him &break up. *byebye*

55. How do you feel now?
TIRED~~~
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The only way for me to get connected to you is through your blog
&now you're going to private it.
Since this is the way that you're gonna treat me..
by all means.
anyway, I'm just a toy to you.
I'm a toy to you &not a girlfriend last month.
I'm a toy to you &not a friend now.
I'm a toy to you &not a human anyway...

But this time, I felt numb...

2008-11-16T19:33:00.002+08:00

解铃还须系铃人.

Listening to: 秘密基地

What a long day!!! -.-
Morning went to Damai bus stop to meet the heads &leaders at 9.30.
Went to Roxane's house to do the farewell &door gifts. Lols.
Met Pearly, Roxane's dog. Lols(:
Do &do &do non-stop. Hahas.
Around 2+, went to the function room to find ex-seniors.
They were celebrating Rizal's birthday.
Waited for awhile, Rizal came.
Sang birthday song, asked Terence to pass the present prepared by section to Rizal &went off.
We went to buy lunch &went back to Roxane's house.
Ate lunch &continued to do everything.
Spent the whole afternoon till evening discussing.
Went off at 6 &walked home with PeiLing. Lols(:
Band tomorrow. Sianzxzxzxzx):
Another long day again tomorrow, &i've been blogging this few days continuously. -.-
BYEBYE.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

RIZALfishy!!! (:
Take care &smile. Hhas.

seriously, i felt numb when i told regine about you. i miss you... but will you ever know??

VALERIE

HOW?!

93days left.

Fate

感觸..

过去式...

不屑

Sick.

虚伪.

That's why I said clowns are irritating &ugly. They aren't fun or cute at all. They are scary &irritating with that big red nose on their face.

The last SYF showcase.

Apologise.

Finally...

Birthdays(:

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Loves

):

Separating from you wasn't that difficult(:

x)

爱到底(:

Photos :DD

(:

Sports day.

It's over.

woo~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY xD

ANGRY :X

'senior' outing

*yawns*

17days left.

yeah!

take care.

fuck. pissed.

羅志祥's autograph session xD

fuck.

it's my fault..

Zzz

Another birthday xD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

X.X

Love ;D

Love~

Angry~

Doom.

I just love you so much.

Tired.

House visiting(:

PISSED OFF~

Phew.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

HAPPY CHINESE MOO~ YEAR :D

天魔星 与 007

More tests):

Happy Birthday(:

Ended~

I'm damn pissed off~~

Tired.....

Happy :D

Tomorrow~~~~

Leg ache.

ADORABLE REN ♥

handsome driver(:

Tired~~

Happy New Year(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY[:

Birthday girls! [:

Twilight(:

goshhh..

1 year anniversary of HONGKONG trip(:

I c a n ' t b r e a t h e.

I'm sick): *cough cough*

Quiz..

My words for him...

Band dinner(:

Kent Ridge Trip(:

Happy birthday(:

PISSED OFF!

我的億萬麵包.

band camp(:

yawns

天魔星与 007

I'm sick): cough cough